never

i remember i was angry.
or feelin somethin emotional... but strong

in the middle of a rave, i told him »It'll never happen!«
i glanced at red wet eyes then
looked away, and he was composed again..

i still want him, and each year we become closer and closer,
of course, the last time i stared at him with lingering eyes he grinned and said, »why you keep following me, it'll never happen.«