rosacia

I have suffered with Rosacia for about 40 yrs. I have taken more antibiotics than most countries added together and my nose has increased in size gradually.
Surgeons told me that surgery may not work so I just try and put up with it. Anyone in same position? You have my utmosy sympathy.
When it flares up one gets depressed and hate meeting people or going out. Keep hearing about cures but none seem to work.
Any comments anyone?