Confusion

is it better to be independent, live life to the max, travel the universe, make all kinds of different experience, learn endlessly about life, people, cultures – or maybe once decide to stay where you are even when it gets uncomfortable or painful at times, commit, learn more about yourself, stand difficult situations, experience who you can be when things get tough, what people can be like, what real friendship feels like, what LIFE feels like when you reeeally indulge, not just try to follow the straight road...? i just DON'T KNOW!

I just don't know what to do or say anymore. The one way or the other, it seems all the same to me. My life's a mess. My mess is confusion.

Confusion

No, you get some right shit bastards who wonder round in confusion on this site i do say!

Something steps sideways in your brain and falls out of the ear. You hear it drop, but not all the way down. In a quick movement you turn around and catch it, but it's already gone. In fact, it never was there. You were standing in the frozen food isle all the time, your pajamas hanging down from your ankles, thumb in your mouth and you cry for help. They cut the thought from your ear with a chicken, but you can't wake yet.

Come back.

... there shall in that time be rumours of things going astray, and there shall be a great confusion as to where things really are, and nobody will really know where lie those little things with the sort of raffia work base, that has an attachment. At this time a friend shall lose his friends's hammer and the young shall not know where lie the things possessed by their fathers that their fathers put there only just the night before, about eight o'clock ...


(taken from Monty Python's Life of Brian)